Big hug. Please talk to a professional about these dreams. You are an important person to all of us here. You are a member of our extended PD family . Please never act on your dreams. You are loved and needed in this world. I believe a cure is coming soon. Write your feelings to us . Tell us your fears . We are listening. I know that you can help us also. We all need to share our burdens here. You will feel better. We are here. Big big hug .

you need to see your dr the meds do this kind of thing, nupRO PATCH i AM ON jhas me yelling and kickig at night.

Hello Taffy, wish I had an answer for you but just know we are all here for you and will try our best to help you I feel at some time or the other we all think about your dream but life is much to precious to you your family and your friends here at MPT, talk to someone who knows something about what is happening someone who knows how to help in ways that we mightn't be able to. we each of us all reach out our hearts and arms and surrond you in a hug so big and full of love your feet won't touch the ground Hugs and love Pam

I was having bad dreams , they found my night tablet were to strong, they halfed my tablet ,i am a lot better thank goodness.

Taffy, Have you spoken to someone about this? Your dream does not mean you will actually commit suicide, but it is. in my opinion, that you are looking for a way to escape something. It may or my not be PD though..

I had a recurring dream night after night that I had a gigantic mountain of trash to clean up. It was always as big as a football field. I would make some progress but then the next night..there I was with a mop and broom and another wet, smelly, greasy pile. I dreamed this dream every night for months. After I got my "house in order (you know what I mean) I finally stopped dreaming this dream. The dream you dream about your suicide...is it always the same or do the scenarios change? Keep a diary of it to see what the dreams are trying to get you to do. It is meaningful but not necessarily literal.The next time you dream it, post it to me and let's see if together we can figure it out. Have a nice week-end. Sterling