you mean why so hard? you know the old saying God don't give ya more than you can handle..I feel like I got it easy to most and struggle but I try not to get discouraged as much I I do at times I try to be positive and move forward..I said to my husband yesterday I struggle and I'm not nearly as bad off as most..I feel guilty for feeling sorry for myself sometimes but I guess it's part of it..I hope you have a great day and find something posative to be grateful for as I wish same for myself and others..We all got something and remember we got this!! Have a beautiful day!! hugs ❤️

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